i'm out
~nicole~


i'm backI thought it was all over Was I ever wrong I was doing well I hadn't cut in so longi'm back
But now I’m back I’m back to this place I’m back to putting on an act Wearing a mask to cover my face
I guess this is who I am I’m supposed to be this way A weird messed person A cutter some would say
I don't know how I got back to here But now I feel right at home I’m back to my old self Back to my gloomy dome
So now to all the new And also the old This is my old self Confused and cold


The PromiseDeep in side my body The blood is running cold My skin is white as snow And my eyes are black and boldThe Promise
The news hit me hard As my heart grew weak I dropped to the floor And I could not speak
I had just heard of your death I never thought I’d lose you But now I know I have How was this true
My life is gone now Never more will I feel your touch Nor have another kiss I never got to tell u that I loved you so much
It’s been to long now I can’t stand this sadness I am going in sane Some would call it mad nes


The DarknessLost in the darkness Trying to find my way home Cold and scarred And for ever alone Never to be happyThe Darkness
Band from the sun’s rays Alone in the darkness Unto all the days
I shall sit here in sadness Crying with no hope No one to help me With no one to cope
So as a last attempt I try To save my self from this place I take my knife out of my pocket And bring it out in front of my face
Taking he blade I cut on my wrists Over and over again Until I cant see any skin that I missed
I lie in my


It's coming back to methe light is starting to dim my smile turing into a frown i was starting to lift myslef up now i just fall back down to the groundIt's coming back to me
i thought i had this beat but i come to realize i never did i thought it had left but i found out it just hid
i wish i would never have been depressed then i wouldn't have to go through it again but i just thought i never would have to deal with it
but i always will in the end
so i'm sitting here wondering will i ever be fixed will i ever be happy again because now my feelings are again mixed  


SuicideSuicideSuicide
This is a poem to no one
But to the world
Where is life and love, When there is so much pain? You know of what I speak. The endless lines and rhymes Scribbled by desperate souls Such as you, Such as I, Seeking, searching, praying For what else but freedom. But that freedom you fool
Is the illusion.
Could you ever see why?
Why pain is the chain That weighs our souls down. Why freedom is nothing more Than the walls of our prison. You may break free of none And live a simple life But I no l


Returning The FavourI remember how it used to be I was never happy and afraid to be me Then I met you and everything was right You showed me how to stay strong and never give up the fight Now I see I can get rid of the mask It’s no longer needed, now I don’t act What you’re seeing is who I am And if you don’t like it, that’s too damn bad But you came down while you were helping me You had your own problems that I just didn’t see But still you kept on helping people, when they hurt, it’s hurting you When you make them better, it seems to help you too You hardly ever used to frown Yet noReturning The Favour
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HAPPINESS THROUGH VIOLENCE : D
everything okay?
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I will write you like a book.
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I will write you like a book.
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"Remember, when the lights go out... If you feel something poking you, do NOT struggle! They like that..."
"I know what you're thinking Dillon... You're thinking, "But Mr. H*, I'm retarded!" And you are, but..." ~ Mr. H. The Art Teacher.
*Name has bee
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"Remember, when the lights go out... If you feel something poking you, do NOT struggle! They like that..."
"I know what you're thinking Dillon... You're thinking, "But Mr. H*, I'm retarded!" And you are, but..." ~ Mr. H. The Art Teacher.
*Name has bee
thanks for the fav and for the watch
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He asks the man for what he can spare with shame in his eyes.. "Get a job, you fuckin' slob," is all he replies.
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TOMORROW BELONGS TO US.
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